My Strings Are Broken and I Miss Him.

Food Log

10:00 - Two hard boiled egg whites

11:30 - One small banana

13:30 - Small salad with chicken, spinach and two more hard boiled egg whites

17:00 - Another small salad

19:00 - 5.45 Miles on the the Precor 100i at level 6 burning 755 calories.

20:00 - bowl of kashi with rice milk

Drank about 32 oz of water today...I forgot my water bottle.

Video Vault: May 2008

The Boss is having a hard time right now with the transition,

so I dug this video out to show her the growth that she has

made and to let her know that its ok to share our feelings.

It opened the door for a great conversation tonight as I was

tucking her in. God, I love her!

R.I.P. Amanda Delight

I want to be remembered for the connection I made with the people I painted throughout my time on this earth. To me there is no greater joy in life (outside of my daughter) than giving of myself. I truly love the human spirit and all that makes us human.

I have always painted those around me that have inspired me in one way or another, and given the paintings to those people. Their reactions to my work, make me feel like I am doing what I was put on this earth to do, "Gods Work" as some put it.

Regardless of any fortune or fame I could acquire in my life, expressing emotion and getting others to feel emotions through my art is important to me.

Love however, is my greatest inspiration...always has been. I have gone through my Grey Periods, reflecting on the sorrow and depression I have felt, but to me love can take me to creative places that even I am surprised by.

Tonight I was reminded of that. I put a lot of myself out here on the web for all to see and read. But I also lead a very private and solitude life. I have a very small circle of family and friends that I let in. I hold them close and value them in my life.

The online community however can only see me through this persona/brand I have created for myself to market all I create and do.

But what is the meaning behind the audio?

What is my connection to the person??

Who am I writing about??

Why did I paint them??

Where did I get the photo for the digital art???

Where is the painting now???

Who is my muse????

There are some details that I will never tell.

Cardio

I would tell you what I have ate in the last few days...

but it would be a horrible example of what to do.

I can be extreme.

Sometimes diet and exercise is all you have control over in this unpredictable world.

Justin Sato

Inspired by this financial advisor's trip to NYC

and his love for japanese comic art.

I created this piece with over a dozen fine tip sharpies

and thin layers of acrylic paint.

With lots of crosshatching and simple black lines,

I wanted to give it a print look.

I used single shades of thinned out paint

and pushed it around while it was still wet,

instead of using multiple hues and color vales.

If I were to do comic books,

I guess this is what my style would look like!

(Click on the images to enlarge)

Justin Sato

"36x48"

Sharpie and acrylic on canvas

ⓒ Amanda Delight

Steve Harvey

"The man who is willing to put in the time and meet the requirments is the one you want to stick around, because that guy is making a conscious decision that he, too, has no interest in playing games and will do what it takes to not only stay on the job, but also get promoted and be the proud beneficiary of your benefits. And you, in the meantime, maintaing your dignity and self-esteem, and earning the respect of the man who recognized that you were worth the wait."

~Steve Harvey

You Inspire Me.

Sunday School.

Adam Lonergan

Happy Birthday!

My passenger seat as I was headed out to paint.

The world is my studio and the people are my canvas.

Thank you Mr. Grins.

I have some work to do.

Out of the doubt that fills your mind.

I cant stop listening to these lyrics...

over and over they remind me of him.

Its as if she is expressing

what I wish I could say to him,

if he were with me right now.

But hes not.

"I worry I wont see your face, light up again"

Love Letters, by Amanda Delight

Amanda Delight Goals

I brought home the size 6 jeans today

that have been a goal of mine!

Now its time to set a new goal!

Love Letters, by Amanda Delight

He fell from the sky like a meteorite.

Got my heart jumpin like he's Mr. Right.

Got my mind soarin like I'm in flight,

like a shootin star, shinning so bright.

No I can't come down.

Don't wana make a sound.

Because im laying here watching him sleep.

Hafiz

‎"There is a Beautiful Creature

Living in a hole you have dug.

So at night

I set fruit and grains

And little pots of wine and milk

Besides your soft earthen mounds,

And I often sing.

But still, my dear,

You do not come out.

I have fallen in love with Someone

Who hides inside you.

We should talk about this problem--

Otherwise,

I will never leave you alone."

~ Hafiz~

Live and Learn

Its been three years and I still cry now and then.

Not over him,

but for the loss of what I thought I had.

For a very long time I was lost with no direction.

But now more than ever

I realize that he never really loved me

and that wasn't right for me.

I have so much love to give

and it should only be shared with someone that loves me back.

The Glycemic Index

The glycemic index consists of a scale from 1 to 100, indicating the rate at which 50 grams of carbohydrate in a particular food is absorbed into the bloodstream as blood-sugar. Glucose itself is used as the main reference point and is rated 100.

The glycemic index separates carb-containing foods into three general categories: (1) High Glycemic Index Foods (GI 70+), that cause a rapid rise in blood-glucose levels. (2) Intermediate Glycemic Index Foods (GI 55-69) causing a medium rise in blood-glucose. (3) Low Glycemic Index Foods (GI 54 or less), causing a slower rise in blood-sugar.

Food: Apple
Glycemic Index: 38
Glycemic Index Rating: Low

Food: Banana
Glycemic Index: 51
Glycemic Index Rating: Low

Food:Strawberries
Glycemic Index: 40
Glycemic Index Rating: Low

Food: Broccoli (raw)
Glycemic Index: 0
Glycemic Index Rating: None

Food: Cucumber
Glycemic Index: 0
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Food: Lettuce
Glycemic Index: 0
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Food: Green Peas
Glycemic Index: 48
Glycemic Index Rating: Low

Food: Spinach
Glycemic Index: 0
Glycemic Index Rating: None

Food:Rice Noodles (cooked)
Glycemic Index: 61
Glycemic Index Rating: Medium

Food:White Rice (regular, cooked)
Glycemic Index: 69
Glycemic Index Rating: Medium

Food: Cheese
Glycemic Index: 0
Glycemic Index Rating: None

Food: Eggs
Glycemic Index: 0
Glycemic Index Rating: None

Food: Bagel (white)
Glycemic Index: 72
Glycemic Index Rating: High

Food: Popcorn
Glycemic Index: 72
Glycemic Index Rating: High

Food: Tortilla Chips
Glycemic Index: 63
Glycemic Index Rating: Medium

Food: White Wine
Glycemic Index: 0
Glycemic Index Rating: None

Food: Yogurt
Glycemic Index: 36
Glycemic Index Rating: Low

Food: Peanuts
Glycemic Index: 14
Glycemic Index Rating: Low

Food: Beef
Glycemic Index: 0
Glycemic Index Rating: None

Food: Fish
Glycemic Index: 0
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Food: Shellfish
Glycemic Index: 0
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Food: Tuna
Glycemic Index: 0
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Love Letters, by Amanda Delight

Lucian Freud

Artist, Lucian Freud (8 December 1922 – 20 July 2011)

Artist Lucian Freud died yesterday at the age of 88.

Many people in my social networks are talking about him

and his work...

and what his work and what his subjects

(friends and family)

had to say about him.

I cant help but wonder when I am gone,

what will those that I have painted say about me?

"Unprecedented, intimate and revealing, this film weaves interviews with a large selection of work by one of the great artists of our century.

Lucian Freud 'Portraits' is an analysis of the artist as seen through the eyes of those who have been best placed to study him - his sitters. Over a period of two years, film-maker Jake Auerbach and Freud's biographer William Feaver filmed many of Freud's subjects, ranging from the late Duke of Devonshire and the now Dowager Duchess of Devonshire to fellow painters David Hockney and Celia Paul; from friends such as Brigadier Andrew Parker Bowles to ex-lovers, daughters and grand-daughters."