Friday, August 06, 2010

Borrowed Time

Im going on two years and giving up.
Its hopeless.
I cant seem to get out of this town
or find a man here that would make it worth it.
Im tired of being lied to.
Im tired of being the last option.

Im worth it.
Im better than that.

....I had a breakdown this week.
I left work without telling my coworkers
and went and cried in the woods for hours
as the rain poured on me.

Though Im ok now,
I still can feel the rain.