So when 21 days

of trying to break a habit

doesnt work?

What do I do,

because Im still addicted to you.

For DJ Babbidge

I only kiss assholes

that are emotionally unavailable

and live out of state.

Profile pic for facebook

I cant be your friend, it hurts too much.

First Friday Art Walk with Amanda Delight

My first muse, my daughter

On the opposite wall

In the front windows with the poster I designed

Sitting with a friend

People walking in

The Bar

Playing Pool

amandadelight.com

Waiting

My greatest inspiration is love,

and I cant wait to fall for it again.

The Boss

Love the way you lie lyrics

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Borrowed Time

Im going on two years and giving up.
Its hopeless.

I cant seem to get out of this town

or find a man here that would make it worth it.

Im tired of being lied to.

Im tired of being the last option.

Im worth it.

Im better than that.

....I had a breakdown this week.

I left work without telling my coworkers

and went and cried in the woods for hours

as the rain poured on me.

Though Im ok now,

I still can feel the rain.

Inspired by my first trip to the "beer tent" tonight, I was the DD.

This ones name is Kyle

and the ex is wanting more.

Ima go to bed alone

because Im better than a whore.

Ima prize to be won

not a bitch 4 the night,

if you wanna get with me

you gotta put up with a fight

Contenders all around,

turning heads as I walk.

I know what I bring,

and its more than just the talk.

Ima prize to be had

n I want to be won

I just wont settle down

with just anyone

Inspire me

Desire me

but if you want to claim my heart

you have to love all of me

and show up in my art

Come see whos in my art

Next Friday from 6:00pm - 9:00pm

at Freddy P's Bar & Grill

ART SHOW

First Friday Art Walk with Amanda Delight at Freddy P's Bar & Grill.

Come say hello to local Artist, Amanda Delight. Her work will be on display. This is an array of paintings from private collections of people from all over the county and the artist herself.

Amanda always says, "I am passionate about human emotion, sacrifice, pain and love. I paint portraits that depict these feelings. Every face has a story to tell, and every story is different."

Come see what these stories say to you...come read their lips!

Click-Clack BLAOW

I'm not afraid to take a stand

Everybody come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just let you know that, you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Yeah, It's been a ride...

I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one

Now some of you might still be in that place

If you're trying to get out, just follow me

I'll get you there

And I just can't keep living this way

So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage

I'm standing up, Imma face my demons

I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground

I've had enough, now I'm so fed up

Time to put my life back together right now

EMINEM~ NOT AFRAID

My theme song for the night.

p.s. I love my new car.

Honor

Lindsey Lohan who?

I can't believe the news coverage is being given to a spoiled

20-something yr old.

Here are a few 20 year-olds worth knowing about:

Justin Allen 23,

Brett Linley 29,

Matt Weikert 29,

Justus Bartett 27,

Dave Santos 21,

Chase Stanley 21,

Jesse Reed 26,

Matthew King 23,

Christopher Goeke 23...

These 20-somethings gave their lives for you this week.

I support our troops.

Food for Thought

“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out,

but to see who cares enough to break them down.”

From Will

"I think the best thing is to have balance..never put more energy in than the other..cause if you do..then the other will eventually use you because they know they can. If you are investing way more time into someone and they dont appreciate it and take it for granted...then let them go. You will only make you exhausted pursuing them. You cant force someone to love you."

Brilliant words of advise from my friend,

~Will Kasso Condry

Time to Pray

Dear God,

I know I dont thank you often

and Im sure your probably busy watching porn hub,

but if you could take a second

and bless me with a Mammography job

located in an area that would be good for my daughter and I in New York,

I would appreciate it.

In return I could maybe get some lost souls to believe in you again.

Thanks.

Capricorns

Capricorns are very ambitious people, they always have something they are pursuing and they want their lives to be fulfilled and important. Capricorns are extremely patient and will wait a long time for something they want, when the opportunity arises, they will plan their steps carefully to others, they might appear hesitant but this is not true, they know that there is only one chance to succeed and they are filing together their information to take the proper steps to accomplish their goal with flying colors, not just second rate. Capricorns have a very active mind and strong powers of concentration. Capricorns like being in control of their surroundings and everyone in their life. Capricorns are very cautious but this only to survey the situation before leaping in, they will never make a hasty jump in. They accept change but introduce it slowly so they can get used to it and incorporate it into their life. Capricorns tend to see life in black or white, definitive's only. There are no gray areas for these are areas that are not understood and this makes Capricorn feel uncomfortable. They tend to be in control in a romantic relationship that way they are never vulnerable to another person.

A 3-minute movie about love...

Please watch this. Its for you.

A 3-minute movie about love...

Photoshop CS5

I got photoshop on July 18, 2010.

While practicing getting use to the program

and working to refine my layers,

I will be doing quick digital creations

of my Facebook fans, friends and family.

Watch as my skills grow

and I take on yet another medium.