Fan Mail From jolynnhi's Channel

I opened my mail tonight and this is what I read:

"I wanted to send you a message because I am amazed on how far you have come as an individual. I was watching your uploads and I have one of your videos in my favorites "*A*What I want in Life*D*", and its awesome to see how far you have come from that time in your life, you are a great inspiration for many young women out here in this crazy world. Congratulations on your accomplishments and many more blessings. Great work, and please continue to share your gift."

Here is the video from 2 yrs ago she was talking about.

Mr. Muse

Show me how great you are.

Stand up and be counted because Im waiting for you to cross my path.

My paint brush misses my hand and my paint wants to be spread.

Picking Up The Pieces

I have a tendency to put all of my eggs in one basket.

Someone once took that basket and dropped it from several flights up.

The basket was a mess and all the eggs were broken.

But now,

the eggs are back together,

and all out on the table.

Easter is coming

and I have new paint!

Abstract Thoughts For My Cherry Blossom Theory

Libra and Capricorn

"This pair has intensity and a mate-for-life philosophy that can overcome obvious differences. First off, Capricorn is not likely to swoon over Libra's obvious charms. The Capricorn Goat has a cavernous depth of cool that keeps Libra guessing. That is a fun challenge for the pleaser Libra.

Libra quickly realizes that being super-smart and capable will win the Goat. Libra likes the extras of romance, while Capricorn isn't likely to invest in love ephemera. But if a bond emerges, Libra can rest assured that Capricorn's gifts will be ones of lasting value. Both are marriage-minded, and while it's got built in frictions, this pair can find a harmonious balance. Capricorn tends to the structure of the relationship, while Libra adds the flourishes.

What intrigues Capricorn is Libra's social finesse, something they see as an asset for climbing the ladder. Beyond that, the Goat knows the value of a good, clear mind, and is entertained by the Libran wit. On dates, Libra brings ease to conversations, and that allows the reserved Cappy to open up.

If the Libra is female to a status-minded Capricorn male, she could become Venusian arm candy, not fully respected in her own right. Capricorn tends to say 'my way or the highway,' a sentiment abhorrent to Libra's diplomatic nature. A Libra caught too often in the lala land of indecision could be putty in the hands of the strong-willed goat. Capricorn loses respect for the people-pleaser, or a Libra that is all talk and no action. While the extremes of these signs together spell disaster, many Libra-Capricorn couples learn to respect what the other has to offer.

It's likely that the Goat wants to 'talk shop' a lot, but as a cardinal sign, Libra understands ambition. Libra just goes about it in a different way, prefering paths of least resistance. Capricorn might think Libra a layabout, but if they observe over time, they'll see just how much the latter accomplishes. At home, Capricorn can be a hoarder and packrat, while Libra prefers an airy spaciousness. Libra likes to stay above the fray, while Capricorn sinks into dark moods from time to time that are unshakable. Libra's instinct for saying the right things may help, but sometimes the Goat just needs to be alone.

With the traditional home-loving Goat, Libra comes to life, having found a loyal mate for all time. And Capricorn is drawn into the pleasures and beauty of life by entering Libra's world. Once a commitment is made, their differences round things out, and bode well for mutual fulfillment."

Famous Couples:Faye Dunaway (Capricorn) and Marcello Mastroianni (Libra); Ava Gardner (Capricorn) and Howard Hughes (Libra)

Im a Modern Day Hippy

I love the symbolism here and how I relate it to myself.

She is technically still in the car,

but is reaching out.

Even though she still maintains a part of her,

she can join him and I admire him for supporting that.

Simple Rewards

Tired of the now baggy jeans and baggy bras that I bought 6 months ago,

I decided to go get fitted again.

I walked in wearing a 36DD and size 12 jeans.

I came home with size 8 jeans and 34D bras!! I tried on a size 6 which is my goal, they fit me, but I still purchased two pairs of the 8's. I like my jean somewhat loose, so Im going to give myself another month or so before I go get them.

But when I do, it will be time to celebrate!

...might even buy a lil black dress.

"You Cant Always Get What You Want, And If You Try Sometime You Find, You Get What You Need"

I want more than sex,

I want companionship,

I want someone to have my back,

I want to share life with someone.

Is that too much to ask for?

The fact of the matter is, I havent tried. I need to get out and meet people.

"The Girl you just called fat? She's starved herself & lost 15lbs.

The Boy you just called stupid? He has a learning disability & studies 4hrs a night.

The Girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her.

The Boy you just tripped? He is already abused enough at home.

There's more to people than you think."

Thanks But No Thanks

A got-milk ad I "refined"

Why did you move?

‎"I left with nothing in hopes of gaining everything" ~A.Delight

I had a dream

I had a dream last night that I became a motivational speaker for weight loss.

Particularly geared to people that turned to surgery to get fast results. Ive been told that I can get to my goals without going under the knife... and Im going to see if they are right. Taken with my iphone, these are size 12 jeans (clearly too big) and a medium shirt with a 36 DD bra.

I Fear

Diet and Exercise

When someone says they lost the weight through diet and exercise, I feel as though they are not truly answering the question as to how they did it. So I thought I would try and explain mine.

This is me Dec of 2008.

While in the hospital giving birth to my daughter, I top the scales at 230lbs. In this picture I was approx 175, I dont truly know because at this point I has stopped looking in the mirrors, let alone weighing myself. Pictures of me like this are extremely rare. I happened to stumble upon this one via a friends facebook photo album.

First of all, you have to want a change.

Its a lot of work and its something that you have to always be conscious of. I admit, Im obsessed with it...but I feel as though you will never see a change if you arent to some degree committed to a healthier you.

DIET:

I avoid most meat, though I dont recommend it and I try to consume what I can for its protein value only. I mainly drink water, rice milk and orange juice. I enjoy all types of salads and soups. Pasta is my down fall and I try to limit my white-carb intake. I also try to avoid sugar in the juice I drink and an excessive amount of salt in the soup I eat. I eat this way, because it is what I enjoy, and its what works for me. I dont consider it a "diet" its just what I eat. My life doesnt revolve around food. I eat when Im hungry and always try to consider is portion size.

Exercise:

I feel as though mixing it up to avoid a routine helps with the longevity of staying with it. It is however good to get in a routine of WHEN you are doing it, so you stay committed to a time. My personal goal it to strengthen and tighten my core and build my cardio. So I combine those in my workouts.

Amanda Delight Gets Lucky!

Love Letters by Amanda Delight

Blak Sheep Snowboard design by Amanda Delight

Fresh out of Jersey and 100% made in the USA!

This is a must try!

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"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."

Some may think that this is a Bob Marley song or quote, however it is not. Though I have yet to find its original origin. Its lovely and beautiful either way.

Note To Self