Tuesday, June 01, 2010

A Part of Me

I need my studio.

I crave my paint.

I miss my canvas.

I want a muse to paint on my canvas,

with my paint in my studio.

Until I get that,

a part of me is oooh so empty.

So True

"Take me as I am...or watch me as I go."

This was in my head all day.

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
~Elton John

Debate Me

Incase I forgot to mention,

I love a good challenge.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Boot Camp Week Three

In 1 min I did:
15 pull ups at 80lbs assist
28 sit ups
24 push ups
47 body squats
39 dips

Decreased weight by 3lbs
I lost 5.75 inches all over
Reduced my body fat by 4.8%

Monday, May 24, 2010

I cant explain it

Sometimes I just need it.
And you always seem to know what I need.

But I will never tell you

I tell you lies
when you ask me what I'm thinking of
or wishing for.
I wish for you...
each and every day,
and I secretly hope
that you wish for me too.

Withdrawals

God what I would give to dance,
sing
and paint
in my studio right now.
Im so in the mood to create!

Broken Wings

We fall from the sky
Like angels with broken wings
Crying out into the night
We scream, we fight
~Chris Popp

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Goals

Excuse me while I polish my star till it blinds your eyes.


And here are the two ladies Im doing it with!
This picture was taken the weekend before I joined the gym.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Alone

Rejected by many and used by others,
I walk these streets alone by choice
keeping anyone new behind these brick walls.
Im loved by many
but only love one,
I just have yet to meet him.

Salad Vlog


Im in The Zone,
with my Game Face on.
Im consuming purely for nutritional gain.

For The Moment


Please keep in mind,

I am here for the moment,

it doesn't mean I will be here forever.

~Timmy Grins

Monday, May 10, 2010

While you sleep, I write.


While you dream,
I think.
I think about you and what you are dreaming about.
and how I want to be there with you.

Do you ever dream about what you want?
What you need?
Who you want or who you need?

mmm to fall asleep in your arms
or to wake up and look into your eyes and smile.

That my friend is the stuff I dream about.

Sunday, May 09, 2010

Mothers Day

Today is a two year annaversary that I am letting go of. Its Mothers Day, my mother is out with her boyfriend, and my daughter is with her father. But thats ok, because:
"I got her formative years, Asshole"

Thursday, May 06, 2010

Amanda DeLIGHT

Im in The Zone,
with my Game Face on.
This card is a reminder of my
freedom and liberation.

Remember,
Amanda you got this,
You get this,
You depend on
NO ONE.

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Red Light

I love watchin men use weed whackers. The extra care in maintaing the details with a long humming machine in a swaying motion. It was great entertainment for a few moments at the red light.